-_- doctors appointment…

What is air?! *tear tear :(

It was time to get off Facebook when I wanted to do silly things lolz

I’m really trying to not think tonight and just fall asleep but lately it’s been getting harder to fall asleep. Even if I smoke, which is weird.

So here I lay trying to drown out my thoughts with loud dubstep. That doesn’t seem to be working. Why is nothing working?!?
Mehh ok I’m bored….
Oh I also successfully made a spoof tonight. Don’t ask me why I had all the materials already in my room…..

So happy I dont have work today! Woke up and started doin my hair. Hopefully it’ll come out the color I want!
Then I’m doin a photo shoot later.

So I was at the mall yesterday and saw such a skinny girl….like omfg I died. Time to lose mad lbs! I refuse to go through another summer being uncomfortable in my body. I want to be able to wear a bathing suit and shorts and all the fucking clothes I’ve bought over the years “that I’ll wear when I’m skinny” I’m reaching my goal or pretty close to it.
As I gotta figure out if I’m goin to Florida this summer. In which case I “NEED” to be skinny. I just have to be….