May 2012
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i haven't been this drained in a while...
so just a few minutes ago i had a terrible panic attack, hyperventilated, shaking the whole nine yards. my mom was the one that pushed me over the edge, big shocker there. these past few days have just been so over whelming. i found the kitten and my mom has been telling me probably a thousand times(not even kidding) about how we can’t keep him because hes going to be too much money, and...
I GOT A KITTEN!!!
my dearest friend told me her friend found 2 kittens soo i got one! it’s absolutely adorable, it’s black and had a lil white. not sure if it’s a boy or girl yet…
i still don’t know if i should/can keep it. my parents have fallen in love with it but there’s sooo much work and money that goes into owning a little baby. we can barely afford the pets we have now,...
so i went out with my friend today and all day she was talking about how shes sooo obese, naturally im gonna be like ha yeah me too. only this time she freaked out on me and was like omg youre not fat, you’re skinny, what’s your weight that’s normal blah blah blah. like ok fine. i see myself as fat, im not ok with my body, just like you. i don’t know why she doesn’t...
sooo that awkward moment when your dad clearly...
yeah so my dad was like i saw something in your eyes, i’ve been around the block before that kinda speech. so awkward because he just thinks i’m abusing my percs from my surgery when i’m actually holding on to those to sell them and i’m on better drugs ;D but i need to lay low for a while a take a break because both of my parents are really sketched out about me using...
Anonymous asked: you're applying to schools? didn't you not want to continue with school?
so today i decided that i’d try to stick with some sorta of diet today. made myself some oatmeal and a banana. good thing it’s taking me 45 minutes to eat this! fuck my mouth :(
i should probably get some shit done today, apply to jobs, get my dog groomed, finish applying to school, shower, work out. damn there’s more than i thought, mehh
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i think i’m part alien o_O
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so my mom thinks im a drug addict and tonight at dinner shes like im glad you’re able to eat, you’re too thin and i was afraid you were gonna lose weight because of your teeth…really mom. im miles away from being “too thin”
what’s she gonna do when i lose more weight???
